I'm starting to really want independence from my parents. They're being really freakin' asian just because I got a 3.167 GPA on my stupid progress report. Why the hell did it happen? I don't know. For some reason, my mind is beginning to somehow shut down on me. At least...academically. I'm starting to really hate math and science. I really hate PE still, obviously, since I can't really play any sports or anything. Whatever.
My favorite subject now is history, amazingly. Then, comes english this year because I have the easiest teacher ever. Thank god for Mr. Collins this year. =). I guess...
I just wish my parents would stop caring so much. As long as I get A's and B's then I should be fine. But nooooo, they fucking want A's. ALL A's. I can't fucking do that, I'm not one of those people. I say go get a damn social life first before you do anything, because if you have friends, it'll be much easier going through your life.
They always yell at me. They always lecture me. Isn't it obvious that I'm trying my hardest? I have volunteering, piano, scouts, and a lot of other extra things too. Not just school. Man, I really am starting to not care anymore. The more they push me, the more I become lazier and lazier. I swear, I'm starting to get senioritis too, and only as a incoming junior. FML.
Sometimes, I just wish I wasn't born into such a super asian catholic family. I would have more freedom, and my parents wouldn't yell at me for damn everything I do.
I really think that those who understand me most are my friends whom I trust the most: Cynthia Vo, Ashley Zhang, Ben Nguyen, Vivian Tran, Patrick Duong, and Ericson Reyes. I love you guys and I thank you guys for like..evrything that you'll done for me, so far. Let's keep this up! =).
Tomorrow, I'll probably vent the crap outta everybody in Chavarria's class. That's where I get to be myself. That's where I am my real Jamie Nguyen.
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