Don't jump to conclusions when you don't have the evidence.

):. So I apparently got mini-lectured by my parents today. They assumed that because I had headphones on my desk meant that I was chatting with other people. What the hell? They can't just assume that just because I have headphones. -_-. Sometimes, I wish my parents were more understanding and that they don't jump to conclusions. =/.

Also, my AIM thing popped up when I restarted the computer. My dad was like turn off that chat thing. I'm like, wtf, it's not even signed on. Then he's like, whatever. I'm going to turn off your Internet starting tomorrow. ):.

Again, what the hell.

The only thing that brightened up my day was code red, which happened during 3rd period today. (: When the administrators tried to open the doors, they wouldn't open because we tied the two doors together with this super long rope. After that, we didn't barricade. We just sat there and did homework. LOL. Because it took so long, there was no time for a math lesson, and so, our homework is now due on Thursday. (=. Yay!

Note to someone that only my best friends would know about:
If only you understood, how much you mean to me...then you would see what I am truly capable of. ):

Well, I'ma go to sleep now. Until later,...

You know you love me, ♥ J.

I wish upon a shimmering star at 11:11...

Birthday Wish List! (= LOL. 5 days until my actual birthday. Yay (=. I will finally be SIXTEEN with the rest of my friends. A lot of people are older than me, considering I was born so late in the year. Anyway, straight to the point...

- Cell Phone (I need one badly since I have to go everywhere for Leadership class) Hopefully my parents will get me this. If not, it's okay too (=.
- Dress Shirts/V-neck T-shirts
- Ties of various colors
- Purple/Green Vans or Converses
- Gift Cards
- Balloons

But mostly, I want something that's from the heart, because that's what is most important to me. I don't care if it's lame or whatever, I would still cherish it and keep it forever. (=. Get what I'm saying?

Anyway, I need to go finish some homework for Calculus and whatever else I got. Toodles! (=.

You know you love me, ♥ J

So I happened to be on blogspot and...

Bonjour. Comment allez-vous? (:

I'm dying from homework yet again, but I guess I just need to learn to manage my time better. After all, junior year is known to me overwhelming and I kid you not, what everyone says is true. Also, junior year is about finding out who you are and figuring yourself out, so go for it. I'm right behind you all the way to support you guys out there. ♥

Physiology Test: Complete, got a B-.
Spanish 3 Exam: Complete, but got a C? I'm guessing.

Next week:
AP Calculus AB Test on Chapter 1 and Spanish 3 Vocabulary Test on 1A on Tuesday. AP US History Test on Thursday and Friday. Spanish 3 Presentation on Friday. ):.

I was looking through my yearbook from class of 2009. I realized that my friends are now leaving CA, and some are here, but starting their new lives. How sad... Especially Tracy Truong. I miss you, you hoe. Thanks so much for everything. (:

As for me, I plan to go to ...UC Davis or UC Irvine? o_O No idea yet. Anywho, toodles for now...

*Sigh*.

Weekend =D.

Happpyyyy Mondayyy Blogspotters (=!

The past weekend was superrr fun for me. In a touch, I basically hung out with my best friend, go to scouts, carwash, and lastly PH's welcome back dance. Oh and a surprise.



Okay so, I went to scouts on Saturday in my newly bought green Venture uniform! No more yucky brown poop color. Yay! LOL. I absolutely j'adore the venture crew of my troop. (=. As many of them said, scout friends over school friends. I honestly agree with them, mostly, that is. (=. My best friend still reigns supreme.



I hung with my best friend at his house for a while. We watched Ugly Betty and started talking about random things. I swear, I could tell him anything and he would never judge me for it. I love you J. (=. ♥ Thanks.



As for the carwash, we planned it to be at Burger King on Dempsey Road in Milpitas. We had so much fun there, and evereyone was quite coooperative. I think I got sunburned, but I guess that's okay, because I'd risk anything for my scout friends too. Heart you guys! At the end of the day, we ended up m aking $467.68 not including the $400 that one of the parents in our troop had donated to us. Total money? $867.68. WOOT!!!!



Back to School Dance was really good, even though I didn't really dance because my best friend didn't want to. That's okay (:. I still had plenty of fun anywho. Hung with so many different people, all my friends. Met some new people there also. ♥ The Leadership Class. The music was HELLA good. I think it was 10000X better than last year's dances. The decorations were nicer than last year's too. I guess each year gets better and better? Who knows? (=.



Surprise? Lol. I asked Tina Doan from Silver Creek High, one of my closest friends, to go to homecoming with me this year. (=. What else is happening? I don't know.

You'll have to read on to find out once I update more. Until then, toodles!

XOXO, You know you love me,
♥ JN.

Labor Day Camp

(: Bonjour Blogspotters. I'm home from camp and I'm super tired. I still haven't done homework yet and I probably won't be until about 6 in the morning? XD. Anyhow, I have nothing else to do so might as well waste more time and tell you guys about how my week went.

Saturday, September 5th, 2009
I woke up and packed all my shit together and threw it in the car. Around 8, my parents called me and my brother up to head off to camp with the LH family ♥. We drove for about 40-45 minutes and finally, we were at camp. Pfft, I was pretty stupid for bringing black jeans and a white dress shirt to camp since I knew it was gonna get hella dirty. LOL. Oh well. I set up tents for my parents and some of the boy scouts. Around 11, flag ceremony was called for and lunch hit after that. Us venturers decided to hang out and walk around the camp since we were bored. Nothing else really happened since it was the first day, except we had a huge poker tournament at night. At first, Victoria and Shannen rallied up all the poker chips, holy shit, I SWEAR HAHAHA. Beginner's luck. =).

Sunday, September 6th, 2009
Today was the day for hiking. We ended up hiking for about 3 to 4 hours, since our trail was pretty long. There were a LOT of places that were like, super dangerous. Along the trail, all of us slide at least 4 times. T_T. I felt like I was gonna die. Victoria kept screaming, "Oh lord." The other guys kept pretending to slip and trip down the cliff to try and scare us. Me, Vicks, Shannen, and Dennis were like WTFFFF stop scaring us! HAHAHAH. Crazy venturers, yes we are (=. We played some more poker, and I met hella new people that I have never seen before. Camping success! (=.

Monday, September 7th, 2009
Today, we woke up, cleaned up and, packed. Closing ceremony began and then it was over. Everyone went home and that was the end of camp. I still have to do homework like I said but I will probably do it in the morning at school tomorrow.

):.

I miss you Jonathan.

Loner status. Ew.

=/. I feel like I don't belong anywhere and I feel so alone, even though I know there are people who care about me. ): Ew. This post is so emo, but fuck, whatever.

I've been hearing a lot of things lately and it's been making me feel sad and less confident about myself. I thought some people were really my friends that I could trust, but it looks like they aren't and that they're just being nice to me, just to take advantage of me. I wish I could tell who was a true friend and who just wants to be my friend because I'm so kind and I don't know how to say no, because I'm afraid of letting people down because they count on me.

I don't want to be backstabbed anymore. I've had way too much in the past 2 years of high school, and I don't think I can take much more before I seriously end up snapping.

I wish you were here, you're the only one that I can truly trust with everything. ):

LOL. (=.

LOL @ JL. (=. There once was a someone who is a dork and became my best friend. (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA.


I hope you laugh when you see this!


♥ J.