International Fair

Yesterday was International Fair. I had to leave 2nd period really early so I didn't really have to do much. I have to make up the 800 though, which is 2 laps around the track. Okay so, we went into the gym at break. Vivian and I had already changed. We were waiting for everyone else to finish. The day before, I found out that we were performing first, therefore, that made me pretty nervous. As they finished, people started piling into the darn gym. My heart started to pump really fast and bang hard again the bones in my chest. Finally, the performance began with Dance Junkies leading the introduction. Then, it was our turn. As I walked down to the stage, I looked up and saw all my friends looking at me. "Shit," I said. Then everything quited down and after the MC introduced our dance, the music started. Blood started to flash like lightning through my veins and I felt like I was going to faint but I didn't. I just smiled and kept dancing. When we got to the partner dance, I realized it was almost over so I smiled with relieved and with the last spin, we finished it off with a bang. I thought our performance was better than last years. Yay , its finally over thank God! Although I still have LOTS of work to make up...

<3 Them =]

Semester

Well, anyway, although finals was over last week, I haven't been on much so I guess I'll blog my grades here. I only had 4 finals, but they were the main classes of my entire schedule. Luckily, Mr. Cava, our AP World History teacher, didn't give us a final...considering we had the AP exam due in May anyways. I went into English on the first day and took the final. It was..fairly easy, although I didn't study. Knowing this, I knew I would get anywhere from a B+ to an A- on it. I found that I was correct. I came out with a 77 out of 90. Wasn't a B+ but hey, my grade in that class is still a 96%. Whoot. My second final, Spanish, was...fairly hard. Knowing that I did not study, I came in taking the final and not knowing what my final grade was because the teacher didn't update our grades until the day the grades were due. Surprisingly, I did pretty well. I ended up getting an 88% on the final and my overall grade with all those extra credit assignments ended up being around 96%, also an A. Thank God.

My next two classes though...I ended up getting a pretty bad score on the finals. First was Chemistry. Although I studied like crazy and my parents kept yelling the crap out of me, I still ended up getting a low D on my final. 63%. how lame. That then dragged by grade from a B+ to a B. Pretty good still, as long as it was not a C. But...my parents won't accept the grades when my report card comes in. They're going to slaughter me. =(. My last final, thank god, was Math. I came into the class knowing that our final was going to be harder than 5th periods' because we chose multiple choice. After I finished taking the test, I was so relieved but at the same time scared because I knew I did not do well. I was right, I ended up getting a C+. This brought my grade from an A- to a B+. 89.05%! Fuck, I was so mad, I accidentally threw my book at my friend and hit him on the head. I'm sorry! Anyway, so I guess now my GPA will drop to a 3.5 without the weight of the AP class grade. =/. Fuck...

Overall summary? English 2: A, PE 2: A, AP World History: A, Chemistry Honors: B, and Math Analysis: B+. Damn this...

Okay, moving on -> International fair.
As a lot of people know..(I think)..I'm in the international fair. My ex-friends are in it too, which kind of sucks. The girls have already learned the dance fully but the guys haven't. I'm hella worried. what if we end up messing up or looking bad on Friday when we perform? *Sigh*. I have practice tomorrow too. Crap. I don't know if I can make it because I have a family get-together too.

To V.T.:
I really wish that if anything, I was able to protect and help you, wherever and whenever. I swear, if anyone hurts you...I will hurt them and embarrass them so much, they'll regret ever being born.

Oh, I made a "slogan" for our class of 2011.
"Pushin' seniors into walls, Breakin' all the juniors' jaws. Freshmen screamin' HOLY SHIT, 'cuz' the class of '11 is the number one hit!"
-Copyrighted by Me, Jamie Nguyen M.D.

VeeCrew101 =D

Oh my gawd, Scouts was hilariously fun and boring today. I asked Truong Dinh to see if we could resurrect the Venture Crew for our troop. He said yes! OH MY GOD. I can't wait to become a Venture :D. No more of those ugly brown shirts! LOL!

I swear, if this does happen, I'm going to be so freakin' happy. AHAHA! =D. Well, let's see what happens next week. The week after that we have no scouts but we have the New Year party. YAY PARTIES. I can't wait. :]!

Regrets

I regret telling you, but lying wasn't just the right thing to do.
Neither hooking up nor hurting you was planned,
And just like that, the friendship between us was canned.
I don't know how to make this right,
And I do wish I could change the other night.
What I broke is trust, gaining it back is a must.
What I am feeling right now is sorrow,
And I wish that things would get better tomorrow.
Not realizing all the wrong things I've done,
Trying to think of ideas to fix them, but finding none.
I regret what I've done,
Though it really turned out to be one day worth the fun.
I wish that I could make this right,
But for now, I will just stay out of everyone's sight.
It was my wrong choice,
And now I can't even hear your voice.
I don't know what you want to do,
Or if you want me to die too.
But how I wish I could just act normal and talk to you.
How I wish I could be friends with you.

I really wish that we were best friends again. I'm sorry for everything. =/.
Things are really rough without you...

Screw you.

...I don't know who to trust anymore. One person says this, another says that. You guys are going to make me want to kill all of you. -_-. First, you say that I lied to you. What the FUCK is that? Fuckin' bunches of Bull shit, I freakin' swear. And...you. you said that you overheard them talking shit about me? Are you sure about that or are you just jealous because Me and those 2 have a strong friendship. God. It just passed New Years and I was looking forward to having a good 2009. But now, you just made me change my mind. You're a fucking gay ass faggot you know that. I don't care anymore. I'ma just leave that place. Who cares, who needs you. You can go die and rot in hell.

I wish I could make you happy and keep your grandma alive until you die. Things are going so wrong and its only the 4th day of '09. *Sigh*. You're not mad at me are you? I really wish that everything would get better because it's a new year. We're still best friends...right? If not, it's okay too. I understand, I made lots of mistakes but well...it's only because I'm human, you know? Nobody is perfect. Haha. Well..yeah. Best friends forever, =).

Thanks Victoria and Trung for making me feel better. You guys are the bomb :].